Friday, 26 March 2010
when it is down it is down.. /23:37

Results are out.
NTU seem far fetch once more.

gpa went up slightly :) but not up enough to hit the round number.

I hope the future is not too bleep for me, right now its covered by a layer of fog.
sigh. i hate the paper-chase.
Spend so much of your youth studying then start work close to thirty.
that sucks, but sg companies like papers!

A friend got it right: "In Sg, having papers just goes to show you are Educated..."

perhaps thats why the COP for uni is so high, cus everyone is forcing their way into it every AY.

累..

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Sunday, 21 March 2010
priorities /22:56

Now comes the period of weighing priorities.
Hey i got some cash to spare now, and lots of things i want, but then there's always th moment i stare at it and my mind goes 'hey maybe i dun really need it, can save the cash & use it elsewhere..'
sigh..
gosh, i need to enjoy my life now when i still can man.. but restrictions lah..

I also would love an overseas trip, its like this bubble dream i used to have.
Not forgetting the precious outdoor gears..

damn, money money money, its a rich man's world..

I need a break, away from all these politics, nth to think about & fresh air.. Times when back at KK were simply creme de la creme..

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Friday, 19 March 2010
crisis /23:58

Guess i m getting the what-they-call it midlife crisis situation (as defined by a friend of mine)

seems like friends are on the depletion already except for those i see often for trng, zyphr, etc.. haha those u noe who u are lah..
might just be on the dip more, since enlistment is round the bend..

sigh. sometimes i felt my socializing skills are rather shallow too.
throw me alone in a party i would probably not survive i think..
Henceforth, worried for the coaching assessment too. public speaking there is abt being firm, precise & clear.. but then, boy i hope things would be fine..

OMG. I still got alot of work to do! no idea why but the brain of mine is not cooperating with me. the moment i turn on the laptop, i can feel the immense calling of the bed..
Haisss.. shag.

its a rush world i got.
damn i hate to get out of bed everyday..
hurrying for trains.
breathing in cigarette smoke.
can i get past one day in sg w/o all these pet peeves?

things not to be are not to be ba.
goodbye you

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Monday, 15 March 2010
starlight /23:58

"Complacency Kills.. "

I would like to remind myself on that. despite the countless recites of it.

damn shag out aft IT fair..
body clock kinda screwed out too.

was slightly disappointed with sales on the last day, didnt hit my target but then i still enjoyed my time though.

The verdict:
- china and indian man - everything also want, will argue and fight for all the as much free gifts. the most time consuming ones. -.-
- Angmoh - very good ppl. talk less, ask precise, close deal
- Sg uncle - alright. will want to discuss price but easy going and generally give-and-take. must be patient.
- parent and child - hor say ah, just psycho the child on the pros of it deal close.

hahaha, alright. time for bed.

seeing you that day was really great. :)
my fingers are still crossed.

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Wednesday, 10 March 2010
/23:50

the internet is killing me.
sign for to go bed. since i finish watching my show anw.

i hope it rains big again.

this is lovely, really nice.
I love my whole world.




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Sunday, 7 March 2010
Thank You. /14:55

Thank You Friends for hosting, planning and decorating the handover.

It was simple and homely. yet seeing the happy smiles on your faces and everyone all dressed up, makes the place up a notch.
haha, and also pardon me for being late. banks are abit of pain in the ass on Saturdays.

Also thank you for the card, video and photo. I must say watching those video moments & dedications, I'm a little loss of words.. very nice, and it hit me straight into the moment..
"You rock" thats to each & all present..

All d best everyone for AY10/11.
and ur studies too!

Alas, bon voyage to yutai. take of urself in china yeah.. :)


~ i like this photo alot! :)

Keep Smiling. Keep Running.

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Thursday, 4 March 2010
the greatest gift of all /23:38

There comes a time
When we head a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And it's time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all

We can't go on
Pretneding day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all a part of
God's great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

Send them your heart
So they'll know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stone to bread
So we all must lend a helping hand

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

When you're down and out
There seems no hope at all
But if you just believe
There's no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change will only come
When we stand together as one

[Chorus]

this sound really really did inspire me, alot.
We are all Mother Earth's children.
We need to start appreciating her, start protecting her, not sit in some office and just NATO.
*NATO = Talk Only No Action.


If you enjoy a job, its not called a job, its called experiential learning.
"Expect the unexpected" quote unquote



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Wednesday, 3 March 2010
. /23:38

Well, yea it concluded. 3 years of poly life.

today was the last paper, might even be the last time sitting for an exam too or at least for the next two years.
Strangely as i felt, the feeling after the paper was more demoralizing than before it..
Like nothing to really look forward too lei.
I've reached my crossroad now.

Goodbyes are probably one of the hardest thing to do.
Thank You SP.

i've initiated my move, the last move.
now its up to fate to decide.
*fingers crossed.


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Tuesday, 2 March 2010
26. /09:41

26 hours to diploma..

PDES and IS.. woohoo

I feel like i'm missing something here.. ~



~i still prefer this version.. and of course the one that mervin & laro did.. hahaha :)

Lightning doent strike twice..
i guess there's no pot of gold at the bottom of my rainbow..

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Monday, 1 March 2010
i want to know what love is... /00:34



9 hrs to start of exam.
PSA PSA PSA PSA..

whenever i think of the word smile, only one result comes out.. :)

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