Power Systems Analysis - Unique lecturer but sad to say a tough module to understand esp when all the answers & solutions are all over the place and contradict each other in more ways than the "right" one.. Intelligent Systems - I wonder why this module is called that way? It makes my way goes round & round, neither intelligent nor systematic Power Distribution & Electrical Services - Thumbs up. Lee Pui Yin rocks.
thats wad i think of my "exam-able" modules. thank god NCA has no written paper.
A good sunshine smile is always the best and the easiest gift. esp that warm chocolate laden one of yours..
was talking with a fren and hey the universities admissions are closing soon. took me a snap to wake me from the new year dream that hey i gotta start thinking what do i want to do already.. sigh. going to uni means going thru the system again, the same system i'd for the last 3 years.. life something similar as to the squeeze on the trains during peak hrs. one where u need to fight for space to stand. but then.. in sg very much u need to wear that square hat and possess the scroll to seek employ-ability.. and to add, my gpa is not something to be proud of, considering the cut off points, a cut-through..
my horizon stops at 2012. finish NS, what's nice? OBS would be a nice choice.. i enjoy the outdoor and through there i would get my skills and fun i would love doing.. but then.. that would mean carving a home away from a home.. how would things be like then?
i guess i had one of the 'baddest' new year.. all that shouting, screaming, and feeling ill-ish..
so damn bored and sick with all that fuss and puss. perhaps if u start listening, stop being so insistent of ur way and kicking a big fuss, things would turn up better.. Sigh.. but well, thats a fact i cannot change and only to live with it. nobody's perfect as the saying goes, but still i carry the slight glimpse of hope that more can be done..
grandma said something today: "u dun have siblings u wont understand the meaning of share.." though its a statement of question, i find it somewhat true, having a brother/sister does changes ur life.. for me, its the caring & listening.. and of course the companion..
cough's back to haunt me.. and the sad thing is i hadnt been eating much of the new year goodies or drinking cold drinks.. hmm~ guess i gona consult the doc soon. fall sick damn sian, its kinda warm and humid hence i blow the fan at me, but after awhile it gets irritating to the nose and i turn it off, but the warmness kick in again and the cycle goes again.. woa.. i hope some monsoon blows into sg soon.
I enviously gazed out my window at the flickering lights on the tail fin of these flying marvels.. "It would have been nice to be there..." i tell myself.
had my last lesson today. Now its just 2 online quizzes and 3 more papers to climb.. time flies. really.
was wondering why the sudden boom in ppl carrying bouquets of flowers & all dressed up then hey its valentine's on sunday.. Ohh! well, 18years the feb14th had been the same.. the 19th year would be very much the same too, perhaps the only consolation is angpow & goodies lahh. sigh, it would be good to experience 'it'..
In a few hours time, i'm gonna undertake my last lesson for Diploma in Electrical and Electronic Engineering.
Post-diploma i would call it. its the feeling of emptiness and no heading. Sigh.. why huh, do i feel that way? at least when u're in class u noe tml wad lesson u gona take wad assignments wad activities u gona be doing.. now.. wad class wad lesson wad assignment do i have?
it doesnt feels right to be aimless. heard NS enlistment letter will only arrive 2 weeks before the actual date? how true would that be, if its true, that's really a very very demoralizing thing to do, like having a limit to your freedom and things u gona plan and do. OMG.
it feels good if u have an in-disposable pocket money income. Did some running today, think i'm gona switch to night runs alr, one round the school and i'm alr dehydrated.. its simply too hot, wonder how come june july are we gona survive..
Hey where did we go, Days when the rains came Down in the hollow, Playin' a new game, Laughing and a running hey, hey Skipping and a jumping In the misty morning fog with Our hearts a thumpin' and you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl.
Whatever happened To Tuesday and so slow Going down the old mine With a transistor radio Standing in the sunlight laughing, Hiding behind a rainbow's wall, Slipping and sliding All along the water fall, with you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl.
Do you remember when we used to sing, Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da
So hard to find my way, Now that I'm all on my own. I saw you just the other day, My how you have grown, Cast my memory back there, Lord Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout Making love in the green grass Behind the stadium with you My brown eyed girl You my brown eyed girl
Do you remember when we used to sing Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da.
Brown Eyed Girl - Van Marrison.
Beautiful country mood.
hmm, still hadnt gotten over the lost of data.. but hey thinking about it maybe it could signify a reminder for me to look ahead~ gonna see how much the recovery would cost..
haha, i'm now gona start on a report with no template.. cus its all in there!! anw, 3 exams, 2 reports briefly summarize the end of diploma life. mixed feelings...
am really grateful to the company that made this 3 years the best in my education system.. Goodbyes are difficult.
that sucks big time. seriously. to know u just lost ur photos those priceless memories, cannot be replayed. the music, the movies and tv shows. omg, took me so long to build the library up k..
Ultimately its the pictures la. memories lei.
Sigh. deep sigh. i'm going into depression. why do electronic stuff and me just dun ngam sia. treat them with so much care still it doesnt work out. good doesnt begets good. why like that
The Bombardier learjet 60XR - plane of choice and modernity.
~Pretty cool huh. would love to travel on one of these business exec jets if given so.. they feel so lik heavenly..
today had been a fruitful day. cus i went to the Singapore Airshow 2010. Thank you sean! nice ambiance, nice hospitality. compared to the previous time i went under asian aerospace. Going w the trade crowd had been a plus point and so much better, no need to squeeze thru the walkways & there's space for everything! highlight of cus had been the aircraft display.. - not really much the aerial one as they cancelled out the last awaited part i think. but yea we managed to "take a tour" of the business jets on display. they're so cool la. its like the ultra lap of luxury air travel.. woohoo! boy i wish would be given the chance to travel out of the country on them.. super cool la. other than that the exhibits were good, interesting & everything was still there for u to see.. downside is the surcharges imposed on the transportation side.. but still thats just a small amt to bargain w wad we saw.. ;)
Day after day Time passed away And I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find The courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? .....
Westlife - If i let you go...
somehow those lyrics rhyme with my thoughts. sigh, its a crossroad again. Uni admissions gpa are cut-throat! Maybe its just part of the inner asian culture in us to compete and thrive to be top of the food chain. But hey why slog yourself like a bull when you dun enjoy what u're doing! i dunno but its just this great stereotyping in our society that labels higher education as more capable and dependent, other sense educated. they are talks about change & stuff, but i guess to remove that prejudice its gona be an uphill task. really. Me too, i'm stuck in this cycle, aka tradition/tried & tested. One hand its deciding on uni application (which is a demoralizing thing to look at) & the other, a happy path enjoy wad i would like doing; travel, outdoors, transport, aircraft..
*deep sigh... still got abt 3 weeks to think, now haha its still the fyp report and the other tests & assignments' deadlines to ponder.. *hais, getting older alr.
Speaking of happiness, i'm happy now; Glad that i recovered from my fever and headache which crippled me the last two days, battling sore throat now. That's the end result for being under the sun and not drinking water. Weather's damn damn bad now, wearing black is a no-no and the heat is GOSH! buai tahan! oh side track, hahas. ya i'm still not that 'happy'.. its tis window period that i have now else its going to be another 2 years to add to the current 19 of me myself and I. i mean hey, looking at ur frens taking the step out and hitching up, envious can that be cus i haven been able to experience that. A fren once told me: if u dun try u'll nv noe how to deal w it... sigh. pray hope the acorn drops on my head soon, i dun wan to be a 40 year old moldy rice sack ya..
CNY's soon too. hadnt bought anything. haha. i think i need more tshirts/polo tees and berms ahh.. more practical but maybe one shirt lor.
damn lots of tests coming up. control esp the tough. and FYP interview on monday!
wordy post, & shall end with music from coldplay! partial influence fr sean and ZW for playing that piece over and over.
The Bombardier learjet 60XR - plane of choice and modernity.