something struck me that life is about balancing. and you just gotta give equal time to things, else you would nv have made your 24 hours effective. Unfortunately, that's something i had not been able to do for the past week. Came home everynite wanting to do work, but always ended up dozing off. sigh.
and to add the stupid NEL train announcement "Pls do not lean on the train doors".. -.- That, is irritating me off to the brim, esp when its less than an hour since i wake up. Cant they use the software they used for the 'next station' announcement and use a sweeter voice to broadcast rather than the grouchy voice of some random guy? seriously. -.-
“Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore.”
Andre Gieu ,1947
i came to sch at 0805am today. wahaha, personal best. silently that felt good, cus there were less ppl to crowd ard with in traffic compared to when being late.
the only thing i rmbred when i woke up was that i took a nap earlier wanting to wake up to do my report. but the next thing i know is hearing snsd's gee fr my brother's room. -.- hahas, okie ytd went to pengarang to lead a recre. probably only rmbred once again the huge seafood feast, the crispy cheap biscuit and tau hway.. :)
then. back to today. 1st thing was that despite waking up early i was still late. hais. tmd. going to sch so early for lab is boring, worse still its IS. was very clueless. aft which headed to lecture. tried uploading pics fr GC, failed once again. damn sia fb admin. den was looking for my thumbdrive only to realized cant find. gave some thought den it struck me that it had been last thurs i plug it in some lab pc forget take. went back find the tso but only got "mei you".. hais, knn kana kop alr liao. fucker to that person. inside got ALOT of files lei.
Being gd doesnt means getting gd karma to urself! i'd seen like 5 -6 times some random hdd or thumbdrive plugged at PCs; i also nv take, now this happened to me. hais.
Had PSA, den FYP. nv ending cycle; but hey why am i complaining anw. i'm gonna be lik ending school in like one month's time; perhaps i gotta start enjoying them alr.
i gotta start saving, be frugal, be thrifty for i know come march, april i'm gona be spending hell lots. its hard esp at this period. but ya "xian ku hou tian" lah.. anyone wants to make a contribution pls send a cheque labeled "Eugene's holiday fund".. =D
Napfa tml! come on eug. i can. i will. i must. go for gold.
"to succeed, believe in yourself that you will"
had been thinking much about today. whether my priorities are right now, is my path clouded by fog & haze or clear & breezy. graduation's occurring damn bloody soon, i gotta start ploughing the road ahead.. sacrifices maybe needed but ultimately i gotta use them to piece up the big picture.
as much disappointment or anger i felt, things set in motion means done alr. despite me trying to change them, i'm just a dwarf wearing a shirt with the word 'giant' printed on it. when the real giant does come along, i'd be thrown onto the side of the road just like anything else in its way. that's just me.
anyone has job lobang? i'm looking for something in the travel/adventure industry. or maybe sales.
i get pissed every time i see this error message.. -.-''
seeing that only adds to my current frustrations. tml's CSW resume 1st draft i hadnt started. and of all; thurs's Napfa.. argh, fuck i m damn worried abt it, keep having thots that something bad might happen or else that i cant achieve the score i need. how? i guessed i gotta drill myself to say "yes i can do it". basket. the mind is the biggest test i must clear before i can even start myself out on it. relax eug.
i'm still reeling in shock of that incident nt the action but the facial expression & words fren or foe? i duno wad to say, but i jus hope that u be not so hard-headed and start listening before insisting on ur way. Pride kills. alright, past is past. aft this post no mentions of it be made and ya i Do Not rmb wad happened.
~ The sunrise that probably none of them saw or remembered.
It had been one interesting weekend at ubin. one big fact is that none of us had bathed the 2 days there. Ultimately, i'm happy for the jnrs whom survived the camp and seeing you all bond. Also kudos to the comm, you all did a great job. and esp so to the food team once again, food really is the motivating force for us all i believed.
I'd always like seeing the newcomers work the solution to something, the solution though not always feasible, always gave me a chance to learn something off them. its as if learning is interchangeable. I liked that and i felt all shd realized that. Proven in this case is the way they handled the jungle bread, for the past 2 years who've been taught to dip the stick into the dough coil it like spaghetti and roast it. solution given, results cooked bread on the outside crust and fresh dough on the inside. Ytd i saw them peeling parts of the dough den taking it out, rolling it neatly onto the stick in bite pieces. Solutions not given, results baked tasty bread. ;)
Other than that, the tears, the cries, the experience, the shoulder to leaned on. Hope that all of u all brought something back fr it. And may tis proved futile for YOUR future events..
"In youth we learn, In age we understand"... thats some food for thought. and ya to the jnrs "Fear for failure is the reason for not trying.."
haha, its again another lazy day. my lecturer's damn cool, ytd i asked him in class wad we doing today he say check results. so i say can come at 9 la like that, he say OTOT. haha, best man. love that carefree style. and I got 81 for pdes.. hmm, nv study hard la.
sg airshow 2010 on 2 -7 feb,anyone got trade visitors pass? Name ur price, i wld negotiate. sia la. pengarang on that weekend sia, come back on the bumboat i can just catch a glimpse of the aerial performance.. -.-
i think i'm gona be labelling everyday lazy days alr la. totally cant be bothered to wake up, nor prepare for class. as usual my constant pet peeves: ppl not keeping left on the escalators, its god-damn irritating. they must put announcements up alr la, den Singaporeans will learn.
anw ya i got back my psa paper: 91! woohoo. my highest scoring paper thus far. but the sad reality is, i looked at the paper and my first thought was :WTH are these eqns?" siao liao.
there's a neat bunch of work piling up alr. hmm, soon will be the labtests. i guessed i'm gonna be missing all these crap very soon too. but now its still the "tml den i do" attitude. haha.
had a legend outing again, to ikea. nice! and its all these random meet-up that allows u to throw ur hair ard and relax. haha NJ rocks.
its the start of sch again. okie i was over emphasizing how much i wanted sch the last week, but in fact its into the 2nd day and i'm feeling rather bored with it. its not the module (okie somepart of it YES) but its more to the travelling part, omg rush hr traffic is damn damn demoralising, worse still is when u wake at 0715 and ur class starts at 8! -.-
i reach sch usually with a black face cus i jus cant stand the inconsiderate ppl that hog my way at the escalators, everywhere. i seriously hope they dedicate one lane for ppl moving at a certain speed quota. outram park's horrible.
if i get to see my PT, i shall recommend that 8am classes be set to only max twice per week. Humans only have a short attention span, waking up so early and with classes spaced out all over the place during the day, the rate of absorption is lowered. so, late classes and late endings are ideal. and also just nice when all the fun stuff begins.
Napfa's my next challenge. standing broad jump sia, no matter how i jump its still that figure. omg! k i got a week to train. climb stairs everyday lah maybe.
anw, shall accept this cert as a motivation to continue training and practicing. esp on hanging draw and sculing. - not quite there ah, or maybe its due to conditions. either way = practice. was glad the assessor is a very nice chap too.
so yup, next coach L1.
sch begins tml. damn la 8am again, sian big time. more sian is to squeeze the rush hour trains. -.-
spent the last few days with lots of random outings and photo-taking. go to my fb to view them! ;)
spinnovex and open hse the last few days, i do see alot of new things being conducted its good la; but i'm jus kinda moodless to walk my rounds of the tour as i did.. oh well, back to sch on monday!
tml's my 3 star assessment alr. i pls do pray hard to fight my damn prophecy for "nv getting it right the 1st time and to try again" tml.. i really really want to get my printed cert at the end of the day. feeling very edgy & nervous, i do not want to see myself screw up by some ridiculous mistake. well, one thing i can promise is to share the joy with everyone. ~ Wish me luck k!
~hope u enjoyed ur day with us. You'd been a great fren & all d best for ur ppcdl tml as well as the rest of 2010! here's a toast to you; Cheers!..
Had a trng run to kent ridge today, i love the sunset and noticed how fast the keppel area is being developed; there's tis piece of land being reclaimed in the middle of the sea liao! also noticed many air force planes flying ard the bay area, came home den read in the news that a tugboat had sunk off pedra bracha and sg is mouting a big scale search & rescue operation for the survivors.. oh. i believed the run was also an unforgettable event for the jnrs, gd job.
heading to kayak again tml, argh i really want to pass this 3 star assessment tis sun, pls give me some gd luck, nice weather and sweet coach.. haha, & also to my classmates & frens that are in spinnovex, all d best for it, making into it shd b sth to be proud of alr, enjoy it next!
Happy New Year everyone. i ushered in the new year at home tis year, wishing mom & dad 1st; Sweet. den crashed over at derrick's place watching 24, i'm sorry i snored guys. haha.
well, that was 010110.
Tomorrow's the day school reopens for many & for some its ground-zero to prepare for their exhibitions at spinnovex. For me; its just an extended week of vacation w/o any aims & concrete plans nor excitement. Irony as it sounds, I would seriously prefer to have the latter option; it sucks to be not involved in the one big event of your diploma life. hais. long story to begin with, but no point crying over spilled milk.
Tommorow also marks the beginning of my last term in SP. 2mths later i would be more-or-less out of sch. Dang! Goodbyes always do not go well with me, in fact i hate them. its like integrating sth into ur life and having to change all of that again.. but to think of it, to not let go means to not move forward... so ya. i'm still facing a blank horizon now, no idea where to move my next chess piece, the moment i put on that robe and receive that document in april/may. Uni? Obs? work, as wad? travel industry? well, thats aft the following 2years frm now.
That's gonna be one damn big decision to make man. and one to ponder alot; which means more grey hair soon.
Dear frens, can we meet up soon? to plan a trip to somewhere, get away fr reality. Bangkok, Kuala Lumpur, Sabah, Bali, Osaka, Siem Reap, Gold Coast, Maldives... so on & so forth
i get pissed every time i see this error message.. -.-''
~ The sunrise that probably none of them saw or remembered.
PS: sean when can i go to ur hse visit joel?
yeah hey!
Happy 2oth Thom!