i guess I'm lost.

was talking with a fren and hey the universities admissions are closing soon.
took me a snap to wake me from the new year dream that hey i gotta start thinking what do i want to do already..
sigh.
going to uni means going thru the system again, the same system i'd for the last 3 years.. life something similar as to the squeeze on the trains during peak hrs. one where u need to fight for space to stand.
but then..
in sg very much u need to wear that square hat and possess the scroll to seek employ-ability..
and to add, my gpa is not something to be proud of, considering the cut off points, a cut-through..

my horizon stops at 2012. finish NS, what's nice?
OBS would be a nice choice.. i enjoy the outdoor and through there i would get my skills and fun i would love doing..
but then..
that would mean carving a home away from a home.. how would things be like then?

sigh.
i'd like something unique, not cliche.