i guess i had one of the 'baddest' new year..
all that shouting, screaming, and feeling ill-ish..

so damn bored and sick with all that fuss and puss.
perhaps if u start listening, stop being so insistent of ur way and kicking a big fuss, things would turn up better..
Sigh..
but well, thats a fact i cannot change and only to live with it. nobody's perfect as the saying goes, but still i carry the slight glimpse of hope that more can be done..

grandma said something today: "u dun have siblings u wont understand the meaning of share.."
though its a statement of question, i find it somewhat true, having a brother/sister does changes ur life.. for me, its the caring & listening..
and of course the companion..

cough's back to haunt me.. and the sad thing is i hadnt been eating much of the new year goodies or drinking cold drinks..
hmm~ guess i gona consult the doc soon.
fall sick damn sian, its kinda warm and humid hence i blow the fan at me, but after awhile it gets irritating to the nose and i turn it off, but the warmness kick in again and the cycle goes again..
woa.. i hope some monsoon blows into sg soon.

May tml be a better day~~