It's been two weeks into the damn course..
Truth be said that i've learnt something new but i'm rather dreading those moments.

Why am I here? Feeling so hollow, so empty.  would it be better if I am bashing thru the terrains at least I might get to see more use there abt survival.

So what if you're darn good, haven you been through my position once? I really don't know what's so funny watching maybe yourself previously enduring all this.. if you yearn the respect shouldn't you show some yourself?

The old ways of teaching is crap totally.