Guess i m getting the what-they-call it midlife crisis situation (as defined by a friend of mine)

seems like friends are on the depletion already except for those i see often for trng, zyphr, etc.. haha those u noe who u are lah..
might just be on the dip more, since enlistment is round the bend..

sigh. sometimes i felt my socializing skills are rather shallow too.
throw me alone in a party i would probably not survive i think..
Henceforth, worried for the coaching assessment too. public speaking there is abt being firm, precise & clear.. but then, boy i hope things would be fine..

OMG. I still got alot of work to do! no idea why but the brain of mine is not cooperating with me. the moment i turn on the laptop, i can feel the immense calling of the bed..
Haisss.. shag.

its a rush world i got.
damn i hate to get out of bed everyday..
hurrying for trains.
breathing in cigarette smoke.
can i get past one day in sg w/o all these pet peeves?

things not to be are not to be ba.
goodbye you